angiekisses1

Oh to the weekend...

2005-11-21T18:05:24Z

Well since Leslie has been here all week we've been hanging out the whole time and this weekend we went out to the clubs which was fun. Check out the pics below...

Oh what fun... Who wants to join us this weekend??? Lemme know <3

I HATE GUYS!!!

2005-11-18T10:43:39Z

Ok so last night (wednesday night) Bo came over at like 11pm and we hung out and after Leslie went up to bed Bo and I made out and yes, I've fallen for him. I dont know what's gotten into me but I wish it'd go away cause he's such an asshole. So apparently he's dating some girl named Vicki and they're not exclusive so it's not like him making out with me was cheating on her or anything. Well after we made out for a while we went out to his car for him to leave and so I could see it since it's new since I was in Cali and we were sitting in his car and all he could talk about (just after making out with me) was Vicki. WHAT THE HELL?? Can anyone else say asshole. So I was talking to him online earlier before I went to work and telling him that I thought it shouldnt have happened and pointed out that he did that and OMG so he said OORAH6423 (12:56:55 PM): yeah... I just... I dunno, I am still drawn to you in a way... but, I shouldn't anymore
What the hell??? so after I got that on my messenger (cause I was signed away when he sent it) I texted him asking him why he says he shouldnt be drawn to me anymore and he texted back "Just in a sexual manner" hmm doesnt that make it sound like he's only interested in me for sex? That's what it said to me. So I was really pissed, texted him back that he's an asshole and all of that crap and grrr WHAT THE HELL?? Sometime in the course of the day I texted him "Are we ever going to be in the same place at the same time feeling the same way about each other?" and he texted back ""It's fated to happen one day." Yeah screw that!!! I'm so done! I'm so tired of him being an asshole to me and treating me like shit. Nobody can say I didnt try to make it work cause I did. DAMNIT I HATE HIM NOW. And today wasnt just bad cause of him. I just got home from work!!! Yeah I know... 5am yep and I went into work at 5pm thursday night. Uh huh. Oh and while at work my Uncle Bill called me to inform me that my Uncle Al died today so I was upset for the rest of the night, which, still had 10 more hours to it! At least Leslie cheered me up when she picked me up from work. I let her use my car so she could get around while I was working.

Tomorrow should be a lot better though. Leslie, Jacque, Me, a few guys, and hopefully Stephanie and some of her friends are all going to a club so it should hopefully keep my mind away from Bo being such an asshole. Pictures soon to come. Ok well bedtime.

Back in MD

2005-11-08T19:14:21Z

Ok so it's been a while since my last entry. Everything was so hectic with the move and all but I'm back in MD and kinda settled at my mom's house. I've been going around checking into apartments and all, which has all been looking good so hopefully I will be in my own place around the 1st of the year. Well that's about all for now. I'm going out today again with my friend Jacque to look at apartments around here and get some ideas on prices and all.

it's official!

2005-10-26T07:28:07Z

Ok so I'm officially moving back to MD! Everything is set up for me to transfer to my old store back in MD. I'm going to live wiht my mom at first so I can save up some money for furniture and stuff for my own place. Yay! Everything in my life seems to be taking shape. Now I just need to get started with school and I'm good to go. I cant wait to be able to hang out with my friends all the time again, it's going to be great! Well that's about it for now.

When you have to look away, when you dont have much to say
that's when I love you, I love you just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak, to see you walk with 2 left feet
that's when I love you, I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you, I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
that's when I love you, when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart cant get enough
that's when I love you, when I love you no matter what

so when you turn to hide your eyes
cause the movie, it made you cry
that's when I love you, I love you a little more each time
and when you cant quite match your clothes
when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you, I love you more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
that look that you give when you show up late
baby I love you, I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
that's when I love you, when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart cant get enough
that's when I love you, when I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
when nothing baby, nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn, the more I love
the more my heart cant get enough
that's when i love you, I love you no matter what
no matter what

blah

2005-10-19T08:35:16Z

Ok so being back at work sucks and not because I dont want to work, I do want to. It just seems that we all have problems with each other and none of us will start the conversation to talk it all out. I dont even know how there got to be so much tension around there, but it sucks and I feel that if I try to bring up some problems we have going on then I'll either be automatically wrong or ppl will say I caused the problems and I dont feel I did. The only thing I've dont to possibly make the situation worse I feel is by just letting it go on and not saying anything, but I swear if I did say something it would just make it worse. I dunno, I loved working there at first. We all got along great, but now it seems that we just dont get along. It sucks though cause I did love it so much and I still really like Kara, but that seems to be all I like about working there is getting to work with her. Ugh... I dunno, yeah I'm just venting so I'll stop now. goodnight.

I'm getting so tired, so tired of the same
The same old shit just on a different day
You think that you know, but how could you see
The problems I face, the battle in me
The days pass me by and still all the same
When nothing is different, it drives me insane
All that I am, all that I'll be
Is so undecided, the battle of me

What if I'm on my own by myself all alone
What if I can't be there all the same everywhere

I'm getting so tired, I'm needing a break
A break from all the, shit that I take
I'm tired of all this, waiting around
For something to happen in this little town
Don't tell me you know, don't say you agree
With all that I'm saying, don't think you know me
All that I am, all that I'll be
Is so undecided, the battle of me

What if I'm on my own by myself all alone
What if I can't be there all the same everywhere

back in Cali

2005-10-16T22:47:21Z

Ok so to pick up where I left off on thursday... Friday I drove up to Longwood University in VA to pick up Jessica from college. Of course the two of us in the same car was a pretty good guarantee that we'd get lost, which we did! lol but it was fun so it didnt matter. After I took Jessica to her parent's house I went to my cousin's house and took her and a few of her friends to Vampire Manor and we hung out at her house afterwards for a little bit. Saturday we had a "Angie's in town bash" at my Uncle Dave's house which was fun. After that my Mom, Uncle Dave, his friend and I went to a poker tournament and my Uncle Dave was the only one that placed in the money. It was fun though. Then bright and early this morning I flew back here to Cali. Now I'm just doing laundry and being lazy. Horray for being lazy!

RANDOM PICTURES I TOOK OF MY COUSINS ON MONDAY:

my adorable cousin Sarah

Megan Brooklyn and Sarah

THE FOLLOWING PICTURE WAS TAKEN IN THE PARKING LOT FOR VAMPIRE MANOR ON FRIDAY NIGHT:

Lindsay, Kayla and my cousin Julie

THE FOLLOWING PICTURES WERE TAKEN ON SATURDAY AT THE "ANGIE'S IN TOWN" BASH:

Sarah dressed up like Minnie Mouse... how cutie!!

Brooke dressed up like a pretty pink fairy

My cousin Julie dressed up in some kinda crazy thing she put together lol

Sarah dressed as a cheerleader... how cute is she with the wig on <3

Brooklyn dressed as a hula girl

Julie dressed as a crazy cowgirl and Megan dressed as Cinderella

Brooklyn dressed as a pretty bride. Now she just needs a groom. Anyone know any single 6 year olds??? lol

Megan dressed as a pretty purple fairy

Just a random picture my cousin Julie took of me at the "Angie's in town" bash on Saturday. I <3 that top.

Uncle Dave and Brooklyn... how cute!

contemplating...

2005-10-14T05:56:40Z

Ok, so being back home around my family and around my friends is getting me thinking seriously about moving back. I'm going to look into it more, but I talked to my mom about it. I'm thinking about moving back home and living with my mom for about a month and just work, then get my own place after a month or so. I'm not sure if I want to wait until after my birthday or not. I kind of want to because then it'll be easier to go to Vegas for it, but if I move before then I'll probably wind up just going to Atlantic City. I dunno. I have a lot of thinking and a lot of figuring out to do I guess. Leave me a comment telling me what you think! Thanks! <3

I'm in MD

2005-10-12T04:39:23Z

Ok so the past few days have been pretty full. I flew home Thursday morning and left right away to drive to NYC with my Grandfather. We stayed with my Aunt Pat and then the 3 of us left Friday morning to go to New Jersey for a reunion. We visited with their friends that they grew up with until Sunday. Sunday afternoon we drove to Atlantic City and met up with my Mom and we all stayed there over night. We all wanted to eat at this really nice buffet place at the wild wild west casino, but you have to be 21 to eat there so I put on make-up, put on my glasses and we hooked my mom's Bally's gambling card on the tag on my purse so they could see it and assume it was mine and nobody asked me how old I was or anything so we got to eat there. We drove back to my mom's house Monday evening then I went over my Uncle Dave's house to watch the Yankee's vs. Angels game. ANGELS WIN!!!! Then I went home and watched tv with my Mom until 5am. Today I went out to lunch with my Uncle Dave, Aunt Lisa and my cousins, Megan, Brooklyn and Sarah. After lunch we went back to my uncle's house for a while then I left. I went by the Waldorf CVS stores to see some of the ppl I used to work with which was good. Jacque called me so I went to dinner with her, Scott, Mikah, Amy and Ester which was fun. After dinner I came home and talked to my cousin Rachael online, then piced her up and went back to my Mom's and we watched the like 6 hours of TV shows we all watch on Tuesday nights. Now it's bedtime!

blah

2005-10-04T03:56:14Z

blah ok so I havent updated lately but I swear I'll get better, really! So I leave wednesday night to go home for a visit. I've just been working and packing to go home.

So.... I was moving a piece of furniture and my belly ring got caught without me realizing it so when I set it down it pulled the thing right out, through the flesh. I know eww right not to mention the fact that I dont have a belly ring anymore, which totally sucks. I got a prescription for a cream to heal it and after it's fully healed I can get it done again. I cant wait. I miss it. Blah! So sad!

I kinda like that one idk why.

Only 2 pics for now.... more to come <3

blah

2005-08-31T07:17:28Z

Ok so today seems to have been an all around bad day. I worked today and they sprayed outside the pharmacy for ants yesterday and the stuff was still really strong so I got a major headache and felt like I was going to pass out half the day and I stayed almost 2 hours late to help out. When I got home I watched Beautiful People on tivo which I love that show and it was a good episode so I guess something today went good. Then I met up with Ashlie at CVS and we went and ate dinner at Chili's. After dinner we walked around CVS for a little bit and just talked and that guy from the other night was there and working which I was all excited about, but he totally blew me off. Then I went home totally blown about him blowing me off and I get online and talk to Ashlie and he called her knowing she has a boyfriend and was trying to hook up with her. WHAT THE HELL??? Guys totally suck ass! So much for actually having a good night. Just when I think everything is starting to work out nicely it takes a turn for the worst. What's so wrong with me that guys dont take interest in me? I dont think I'm like UGLY, I mean I'm not pretty but I'm not ugly either. And I like to think I have a nice personality, a likable one at that. I just dont get it. Guys totally suck sometimes. And I dunno if it's me or them but since all the guys I know suck I almost have to come to the conclusion that it is me. Blah I just dunno. It just sucks.

muah...

2005-08-30T04:13:21Z

Today was an intersting day. I worked today for Sherrie, my 6th day in a row, but it was fun cause I worked with Jean (my roomate). After work I went home and cleaned out my car which really needed it. Then I decided to be bold. I called this guy I work with and asked him if he'd like to hang out some time and he said yes. He asked me when and I told him whenever so he asked me if I wanted to hang out tonight after he got off at 10pm so I said ok and we planned for me to meet at the store. I got there at like 10:15pm like we planned but then there was a problem with the drawers and he had to figure it out and I sat out in my car for like 30 minutes until he got done. Then we sat around in my car and just talked. It was good. He seems really nice. He even asked for permission to kiss me. I guess we'll see what happens.

cheesecake factory...

2005-08-23T05:48:18Z

Today was good. I worked 8 to 4 and came home and just played around on the computer for a while. After Jeanie got home from work we went driving to see a part of town we hadnt really been to before. Then we went to Fashion Island and ate at the Cheesecake Factory. OMG we were so stuffed we totally didnt have enough room for actual cheesecake... blah lol. Oh well that just means we'll have to go and just get cheesecake.

hmm

2005-08-22T04:53:50Z

Ok so yesterday I worked 11 hours... fun right lol. Today I lounged around the house all day watching tv and movies. I watched a few lifetime movies which are always good and I finally got to see Spiderman 2! yay. But really nothing eventful happened today. It was nice to have a day off after working a 50 hour week though. Oh well.

hmm

2005-08-18T00:48:48Z

Ok well I'm gonna go with the live journal again cause I like how you can make a sub link thing really easy on here. <3 So expect more soon.